I am so utterly and completely terrified of you. sorry, you probably thought I'd say I'm in love with you. or I can't live without you. but what I really have to say is that you scare the living shit out of me.
(that's not to say I'm not in love with you. I am. I really, really am. more on that later.)
how do I explain this? I think you may have noticed that I'm not very good about talking about what bothers me. mostly, the things that bother me are that something is bothering my friends. I'm an optimistic person! my family loves me! I don't like stress but that's mostly it. so really, I usually don't have much to trouble people with.
but then again, I sometimes hate myself. so there's that.
you came into my life and made me tell you things when I was sad. what'd you do that for? you made me dependent on you. maybe you're not the only one who understands me, but it feels like you are. so what if you leave? what if I tell you everything and you decide you don't care?
what if I finish my life story and you're bored?
I don't ever want to disappoint you ever.
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