suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, so it's wrong. I know this. I also know about temporary solutions.
I know about stretching the time between the decision to act and acting. I know about distractions. I know about willpower and the lack thereof. I know about consequences.
I know things I don't want to know, things people don't want to hear, things that will never truly leave me.
I know myself.
the temporary solutions that serve as a reminder that life is imminent and always and that permanent solutions are bad.
but the thing about temporary solutions, this thing that I know, is that they are temporary. you will have to do it consistently, or sooner or later you'll be back where you started.
it's enough to make a person think about permanent solutions from time to time.
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